My Back injury which resulted in a painful diagnosis brought my mind, emotions, dreams, to go into this roller-coaster of “what if?”. What if I couldn’t dance any longer (being a musical theater major) and I wouldn’t be able to complete my dream? What if I will be in this pain forever? What if I will get worse over time? So many thoughts came into my mind that emotionally would drain me.. I tried to tell myself God had a plan for my life and would do a miracle on my back so I could get back to work and fast because I was already in 3 shows in College plus the dance ensemble. But no. It didn’t get better fast. I have been in the same position for a month now. Its been the worst loss physically…But MY GOD….the biggest gain spiritually and mentally. God delt with me on really giving up my dreams and finding peace of NOT KNOWING what great plan he has for me. He’s opened my eyes even further to things I don’t think I would have known without loosing my body… I was almost paralyzed for a week and that made me see through another perspective. Well i’m not going to go into too much detail, if you want ask me. But overall I just want to share.. IF your going through a struggle were your losing something, Let God be your gain. You never know what great gift he can give you.